high maintenance?

they all love you, they just don’t have time

they don’t have the time to say they love you too, 

to say you’re special, to say you’re pretty

and they say “you have to feel special, you have to feel pretty, you have to love yourself - and you have to say it. you can’t wait for someone else to say it”

yes, i know this

yes, i’m working on all of this for the past 2 years

but is it enough?

am i asking too much when i just want someone to be my friend and say nice things to me?

i don’t wanna be my only friend

i don’t wanna be the only one to say nice things to myself

i don’t wanna be alone